Monday, July 5, 2010


I'm sleeping most of the time. Still haven't collected any stuff from mum's house as just too tired, so my project is on hold!
I'm trying to stay positive, upbeat etc. but every once in a while something catches me unawares, depression rears it's head and it feels like my heart has been ripped out, and i don't know why, i'm just suddenly so sad all i can do is curl up to cry.


  1. aw, I know how that feels!!!

    I don't really know what to say, but I'm not going to leave without commenting, so here is my (pointless) comment!!!

  2. We're all here for you lovely! Thinking of you and sending you huge amounts of hugs and mendy vibes!! xx

  3. Big hugs!!! Did you get my package? I sent it to the hospital xx

  4. love to you sweet, and plenty of mendy vibes.

    you know you can talk to any of us, if you have the energy and the notion. as Gem says, we're all here for you :)


  5. Hope your feeling happier today and stronger and better xxx

  6. i hope the sunshine is keeping that depression away from you lady, tried calling today but to no avail, let's meet up soon, just for 10 mins, so i can see your face and give you some cuddles xxx :) Xmiss you xx