Thursday, December 30, 2010

i fucked up again

how much a of a self-involved, own-illness obsessed prick must i be to have taken SIX ENTIRE WEEKS (including two lame unanswered texts to him and an unmentioned xmas card) that the reason I was hearing nothing about Jonny, my strong CF boy i was in touch with the most, has now also been taken for the angels?
I couldnt even drag myself onto facebook and just check his profile, just in case, when i worried about getting no texts? fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
What a sad sad thing. Breath Easy now Jonny, I loved you man and I wish I'd gotten through to leave my message to you sooner. Sorry honeybun


  1. (((hugs))) You aren't selfish at all!! Breathe easy Jonny! xxx

  2. don't feel like that hun, it's not your fault! *hugs* xx

  3. It's definitely in no way your fault at all, you couldn't help it. I'm sorry he's gone though :( xxx

  4. prayers to the lady please! going through a rough patch and could use some loving vibes right now from all you bloggers out there xxx

  5. Sending you lots of positive vibes Lauren. You're a strong person and all our thoughts are with you. Keep fighting xxxx

  6. Dear Laura
    You have no idea of how much of an inspiration you are to me. What a wonderful young lady you are and you are so much in my thoughts.
    With much love
    Val xx

  7. I miss you so bloody much :(. I lit some candles on the day of your funeral. It was so peaceful and so simple and I hope you enjoyed the comedy as both my sister and I burnt ourselves. I can imagine you laughing at us. All I can say is that I know it's not goodbye, more 'see you later' because we'll keep your amazing spirit alive. Loveyou xxxxx